Something incredible happened to me today, something that has NEVER happened in this job or my personal life and I can't make sense of it.
I had a new client who contacted me for a Dom style session. He gave me some background info about how he is so controlled and busy in his life that he needs to submit the control to someone else (the usual). Great stuff. Was expecting a middle aged businessman, who is normally the person who fits that bill. When I opened my door, I was absolutely floored. He was young, well around my age, and obviously very attractive. But that wasn't what floored me - when our eyes met, something I can't even explain happened. I meet handsome men all the time, they don't phase me and I don't get giddy over them- it wasnt the ridiculous handsomeness. It was as if I knew him already, or I don't know what. But I knew at that moment something incredible was about to take place.
And it did. The session was like the kind of passionate, dominant sex with us both dripping in sweat I always wished my personal sex would be but has never been. The kind of shit shown in movies.
Afterwards, it was as though he could read my mind . When we looked at each other it was like we shared a secret joke. I know, I know, I'm hearing myself say this and am sickened by myself because I just don't feel this way about relationship or men. I have never even considered dating a client, even the crazy handsome ones who ask me out, or the super rich ones that I'd happily enjoy sharing a luxurious lifestyle with.
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TODAY!!! He has since text me saying that I threw him off guard and he wasn't expecting what happened to take place. I haven't replied, I need to remain professional. But I'd really like to ask him to marry me