I started escorting about two months ago and I really enjoyed my short period from being a complete newbie, to learning about advertising, saafe forum, AW etc.
I've not yet achieved my potential here because I am completely horrified about contracting an STD, particularly, herpes. This has made me very paranoid and anxious, considering I am in a relationship with someone who doesn't know I am escorting.
I've never had an STD before or been with someone with visible symptoms so I wouldn't even know how to check for these on a client.
I now know its incredibly selfish to escort behind my partner's back, putting them at risk because I want to gain financially.
I feel terrible that I have to leave so soon. Escorting gave me something fun to do with my extra time and I was really pleased with the money I was getting without exerting myself too hard like I would if I had a regular job.
I don't know what to do at this point. It's pretty much leave escorting or my partner.