Before i started escorting i was a big party girl i was pretty much always out with friends meeting guys having the odd one night stands, had f- buddies from time to time , some become boyfriends etc.
Then as an escort, at first i could never orgasm with them unless i was attracted to them which was rare. Now these days im finding a lot of clients (like most of them? who last longer than 10 minutes) are giving me orgasms through penetrative sex. When theres moments of no eye contact even very old, or fat, ugly men i closes my eyes to think of someone i fancy is in me.
Now i get on average probably 2-3 clients per day, some days there wont be any while other days the most ive ever had was 6. Theres times when im sick and tired of penis's, but being able to regularly orgasm with them now helps a little to make up for it.
Since last christmas, ive only been out for no more than a few nights, i just dont have any desire for meeting new people as i get it a lot from escorting especially overnighters. Sometimes its like im having more fun with regular clients than i do with people in my personal life. The only thing i really miss is the love of a boyfriend, but then some regular clients are so lovely to me and treat me like a princess its amazing.
And the sad thing is, though i feel a little guilty about it, everytime my friends ask me if i want to go out with them i bring up some lying excuse that i cant go.
What are your thoughts?